New Project

As I have finished the Book of Mormon and have read it 4 times this year so far, I decided to read the Doctrine and Covenants again.  It has been a while since I have read it and I thought it would be a good idea to read about some modern revelation.  As you know I am obsessed with Reading Charts so here is the one for Doctrine and Covenants.

Doctrine and Covenants Reading Chart

I will be studying along with the Doctrine and Covenants Church History Student Study Guide.  I don't think the posts will be every day, but I will try to keep you updated with where I am and some cool insights.

The development of the Doctrine and Covenants is evidence that the authorized scriptures of the Church (often called the “standard works” or the “scriptural canon”) are not to be considered complete. Many Christian churches teach that the Bible contains all of God’s word to man and that revelation has ceased. President Hugh B. Brown, then a counselor in the First Presidency, taught: “When Joseph came out of the woods where he had [the First Vision], he had learned at least four fundamental truths, and he announced them to the world: first, that the Father and the Son are separate and distinct individuals; second, that the canon of scripture is not complete; third, that man was actually created in the image of God; and fourth, that the channel of communication between earth and heaven is open, and revelation is continuous” (in Conference Report, Sept.–Oct. 1967, 120).

Today I read  the Introduction and Chapters 1-4.  I think my favorite was Chapter 4.  It reminds me of when I was on my mission and we would stand as a District or a Zone and recite it together.  The Spirit was SO POWERFUL.  It also brings joy to my heart because Benjamin my little peanut decided to go on a MISSION and started his papers yesterday.  He kept it a surprise from my mom and during a family council he read Chapter 4 and told her.  It's pretty cool that he decided to serve.  He has been on the fence about it for a very long time now and several times decided not to serve.  I am thankful that the Spirit testified that it is the right thing to do.  I can't wait for him to get his call and for him to have all the wonderful, amazing, difficult, trying, spiritual, and precious times I had while serving in Idaho.

Day 100

YOU DID IT!

Now what?

“There are three great reasons why Latter-day Saints should make the study of the Book of Mormon a lifetime pursuit.”  The Book of Mormon – • “is the keystone of our religion” • “was written for our day”• “helps us draw nearer to God”
~ President Ezra Taft Benson

So does it end here or will you read today? tomorrow?...

*It absolutely does not end today...I read everyday. I am actually looking forward to reading at my own pace and focusing on the things that are important to me at this present time.  It has been a wonderful experience to read and share a bit of my feelings.

Day 99

Read: Moroni 10

Mark: Moroni 10:3-5, 32

“To meet the difficulties that are coming, it will be necessary for you to have a knowledge of the truth of this work for yourselves. The difficulties will be of such a character that the man or woman who does not possess this personal knowledge or witness will fall. If you have not got the testimony, live right and call upon the Lord and cease not till you obtain it…The time will come when no man nor woman will be able to endure on borrowed light. Each will have to be guided by the light within himself. If you do not have it, how can you stand?”
~ Elder Heber C. Kimball

Day 98

Read: Moroni 8-9

Mark: Moroni 9:20

“Our capacity to feel controls our behavior in many ways, and by inaction when our feelings prompt us to do good, we deaden that capacity to feel…A sex saturated society cannot feel the needs of its suffering members because instead of developing the love that looks outward, it turns man selfishly inward…we have ears, but cannot hear, not only the promptings of God but also the pleas of men…We shut out people, nature, and God.”
~ Elder Neal A. Maxwell

How do you respond to promptings or feelings that you should do something?

*I get confused a lot of the times if it's me or the Spirit. I usually act on those promptings.  At this time in my life I have a feeling that I need to move to Idaho or Utah.  It came out of the blue and it's all happening very fast.  I found jobs with my company and have applied.  I am moving forward as if it were inspiration, and if it's not meant to be it won't work out.  I have peace that whatever happens is the will of the Lord. I am also learning that the Spirit can't steer a parked car...I have to be moving forward for it to steer.

Day 97

Read: Moroni 5-7

Mark: Moroni 7:47-48

“The phrase ‘love of Christ’ might have meaning in three dimensions: (1) love for Christ; (2) love from Christ; (3) love like Christ….People who have charity have a love for the Savior, have received of his love, and love others as he does.”
~ Elder C. Max Caldwell

How often do you pray for charity? Why do you think you would be a better person if you were filled with charity?

*I don't usually pray for charity...I usually pray for strength and to be kind. I'm going to start praying for charity because I think if I did I would be kind and have strength and also many other things.  It would encompass all the things I need to be and how to behave.

Day 96

Read: Ether 14 – Moroni 4

Mark: Ether 15:19

“All beings who have bodies have power over those who have not. The devil has no power over us only as we permit him. The moment we revolt at anything which comes from God, the devil takes power.”
~ Joseph Smith

What things help you most to prevent Satan from having any power over you?

*GOING TO CHURCH!! Keeping the "flame"alive through meetings, scripture study and prayer.

Day 95

Read: Ether 11-13

Mark: Ether 12:27

“The Savior isn’t our last chance; He is our only chance. Our only chance to overcome self-doubt and catch a vision of who we may become. Our only chance to repent and have our sins washed clean. Our only chance to purify our hearts, subdue our weaknesses, and avoid the adversary. Our only chance to obtain redemption and exaltation. Our only chance to find peace and happiness in this life and eternal life in the world to come.”
~ Sister Sheri L. Dew

What weaknesses has the Lord helped you to overcome? What weaknesses do you still have that you want to be strengths?

*I am not comfortable sharing....I will keep this to myself, but please take the time and think for yourself what the Lord has helped you overcome.

Day 94

Read: Ether 8-10

Mark: Ether 8:26

"The Book of Mormon is Christ-centered. That is its essential feature, and that is the reason we are commanded to study it continually. We must use the Book of Mormon to bring us to Christ.”
~ Elder Dallin H. Oaks

How is your study of the Book of Mormon bringing you closer to the Savior?

*Well....everything testifies of Christ.  It also answers questions that the Bible does not have because it was translated so many times and things were picked to stay and go.  The Book of Mormon testifies of Christ, it's not only a history of people who lived in the Americas, but it's a history of the people who followed Christ and those who chose not too. It shows pretty plainly the consequences of not living the gospel.

Day 93

Read: Ether 4-7

Mark: Ether 6:9

“Sometimes ...we get nearer to the Lord through music than perhaps through any other thing than prayer.”
~ President J. Reuben Clark, Jr.

“Music is one of the most forceful instruments for governing the mind and spirit of man.”
~ President Boyd K. Packer

In what ways do you use music in your personal worship? How do you use music to help others feel the Lord’s influence?

*Music often allows me to bare my testimony in ways my words won't.  I LOVE music!  It was always playing in my house when I was a child and to this day still is.  I grew up listening to church music and am so thankful for that.  There is such a spirit of peace when "good" clean music is on.  A couple of  months ago I started to only listen to church music when I was in my car and I had a different spirit with me than I do now after I started listening to other music...I need to start doing what I was doing.  I felt better.

Day 92

GET BACK ON SCHEDULE

Use your reading chart to find the chapters you still need to read to be caught up through: Ether 3 or If you’re up to date with your reading, take time to study: 3 Nephi 27

What did the Lord teach His disciples about the name of His church? What is the gospel, or good news, that He has given us. What things did Jesus say we must do in His church?

*I love how Christ tells his followers what to call His church.  Of course it should be named after him...it's His church.

Day 91

Read: Ether 1-3

Mark: Ether 3:4-5

“What ever Jesus lays his hand upon lives. If Jesus lays his hands upon a marriage, it lives. If he is allowed to lay his hands upon the family, it lives.”
~ President Howard W Hunter

Look at the symbolism in the account of the Savior touching the stones that lit the way for the Jaredites. What does this account teach you about the touch of the Savior’s hand? How have you felt the Lord’s hand in your life?

*This reminds me the story "The Touch of The Masters Hand". It's a story of a violin that started out beautiful and able to play sweet music.  Over time it was misused, the strings were broken, and the body dented.  The violin was at an auction and nobody wanted to pay even a dollar for it. They thought it was useless.  Then the master or creator of the violin came and polished the body, fixed the strings and made it beautiful again. It wasn't until he fixed it that it was able to play the music it was created for.  Then the crowd saw how beautiful and priceless it was.  When we are touched by our Masters hand we are able to become the beautiful spirit/person we were created to be.

Day 90

Read: Mormon 8-9

Mark: Mormon 9:11-12, 21

“The Lord will never forsake or abandon anyone. You may abandon him, but he will never abandon you. You never need to feel that you are alone.”
~ Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin

Mormon’s ministry ends in these chapters. Pay attention to Moroni’s warnings for our day. Righteousness sometimes seems to bring loneliness? Why are we not really as alone as we sometimes feel? In chapter 9, look for reasons why you can rely on the Lord.

*I can't imagine what it must have been like to be Moroni.  He was all alone. His father, his people and his friends died.  I am sure if he had a family they also died.  He was truly alone on this earth.  This was all because he was living the way the Lord wanted him too.  He was following the gospel and because he followed Christ he wasn't really alone.  He had the Spirit, the Savior and our Heavenly Father on his side.  It can and is tough to be in the world and not of it, but if we remember that we are never truly alone when we have the Savior.

Day 89

Read: Mormon 5-7

Mark: Mormon 6:16-20

“The tragedy of the Book of Mormon is not what became of the Nephites but what the Nephites became.”
~ Hugh Nibley

What led to the fall of the Nephites? What things do you do each day to stay strong?

*The Nephites fell because the became wicked.  They fell away from the teaching of Christ and valued riches and themselves more than they valued the gospel.  I know that the Church today is the latter day church  modeled after the church during the Nephites.  They had opportunities to attend meetings and learn from prophets, they chose not to.  They also chose to kill the prophets.  If I continue to live my life according to the gospel, I will be strong.  I have to watch myself everyday.

Day 88

Read: Mormon 2-4

Mark: Mormon 2:12-13

“Full repentance involves a 180-degree turn, and without looking back! …In ritual regret, we mourn our mistakes but without mending them. There can be no real repentance without personal suffering and the passage of sufficient time for the needed cleansing and turning…Chastening is often needed until the turning is really under way!”
~ Elder Neal A. Maxwell

We can be sorry for the wrong reasons (like when we’re caught or punished). What can help you be sorry for the right reason?

*The only thing that can help with that is Godly Sorrow.  There is an awaking that has to take place, if that doesn't happen there is no true repentance.  You have to want to be sorry, you have to want to change.

Day 86

Read: 3 Nephi 27-28

Mark: 3 Nephi 27:19-20

“The most important of all the commandments of God is the one that you’re having the most difficulty keeping…Today is the day for you to work…until you’ve been able to conquer that weakness. Then you start on the next one that’s most difficult for you to keep. That’s the way to sanctify yourselves by keeping the commandments of God.”
~ President Harold B. Lee

What commandments are most difficult for you? What are you doing to be more obedient? Who can help you?

*I am not comfortable answering all of these questions.  I do know that the Lord and our Father in Heaven is the only way I will be able to conquer my difficulties.  I am able to get help from my parents and from my bishop. 

Day 87

Read: 3 Nephi 29 – Mormon 1

Mark: Mormon 1:13-15

“[President Brigham Young said] ‘I want you to teach the people – and I want you to follow this counsel yourself – that they must labor and so live as to obtain the Holy Spirit, for without this you cannot build up the kingdom; without the spirit of God you are in danger of walking in the dark.’”
~ President Wilford Woodruff

As a young man Mormon enjoyed the blessings of the Lord despite living in a wicked society. How can you keep the Spirit with you regardless of conditions in the world?

*It's all about living in the world but not being of the world.  In most cases as children we have no choice where we will live, we may have a difficult family life, or live in a dangerous place.  If we strive to keep the Spirit with us by doing the things we are taught, the Spirit will lead and guide us.

Day 85

GET BACK ON SCHEDULE

Use your reading chart to find the chapters you still need to read to be caught up through: 3 Nephi 26 or
If you’re up to date with your reading, take time to study: 3 Nephi 11

What did the Nephites do to finally understand the voice they heard? What were the first things the Savior taught? What did Jesus say was his doctrine?

*What are your thoughts. As usual I used this time to work on my lesson.

Day 84

Read: 3 Nephi 22-26

Mark: 3 Nephi 24:7-10

“I can’t list all the ways that blessings will come from obedience to this principle [of tithing], but I testify many will come in spiritual ways that go well beyond economics… I express my deepest gratitude for every blessing of the gospel of Jesus Christ, especially that greatest of all gifts, the exemplary life and atoning death of God’s Only Begotten Son. I know I can never repay heaven for any of this benevolence, but there are many ways I need to try to show my thankfulness. One of those ways is in the payment of tithes and freewill offerings.”
~ Elder Jeffrey R. Holland

What blessings do you receive from paying tithing?

*I know this sounds weird, but I don't feel so anxious about money when I pay my tithing.  I know that I will be taken care of if I pay my tithing.  I have not always paid a full tithe, but I have such a testimony today of being an honest tithe payer. I love being able to enter into the temple, and I love being able to breath, especially during these tough economic times.

Day 83

Read: 3 Nephi 20-21

Mark: 3 Nephi 21:6-7

“Every person who embraces the gospel becomes of the house of Israel…The great majority of those who become members of the Church are literal descendants of Abraham through Ephraim, son of Joseph. Those who are not literal descendants of Abraham and Israel must become such, and when they are baptized and confirmed they are grafted into the tree and are entitled to all the rights and privileges as heirs.”
~ President Joseph Fielding Smith

What blessings are promised to you because you are of the house of Israel?

*I am doing research on this because I want to get the correct answer. I know the blessings,but I want to be positive.

Day 82

Read: 3 Nephi 17-19

Mark: 3 Nephi 18:6-7, 11

“We are commanded to repent of our sins and to come to the Lord with a broken heart and a contrite spirit and partake of the sacrament in compliance with its covenants. When we renew our baptismal covenants in this way, the Lord renews the cleansing effect of our baptism. In this way we are made clean and can always have His Spirit to be with us. The importance of this is evident in the Lord’s commandment that we partake of the sacrament each week.”

~ Elder Dallin H. Oaks

How can taking the sacrament each week help you to be just as clean as when you were baptized?

*Well if we take the sacrament with a pure heart and good intention then we are renewing our covenants we made at baptism.  The Lord in turn renews the cleansing effects when we were baptized.

Day 81

Read: 3 Nephi 13-16

Mark: 3 Nephi 15:21, 24

“Aren’t we rather prone to see the limitations and weaknesses of our neighbors? Yet that is contrary to the teachings of the gospel of Jesus Christ…If we have the spirit of fault finding…that never comes as the result of the companionship of the Spirit of our Heavenly Father and is always harmful.”
~ President George Albert Smith

The Savior gave teachings to the Nephites similar to the Sermon on the Mount. He warned not to judge. What helps you to always look for the best in others and not be critical?

*I have a difficult time not being critical especially with myself.  I am harder on myself than anybody else is on me. I am also critical of other people.  I tend to believe that if I can do something they should be able to also.  That is not Christlike and I know it.  People have their own trials and their own abilities.  There are many things I succeed in, but just as many that I don't.  I am trying to be more forgiving and less critical by praying for it and by reading the scriptures.  I also try to see people as Heavenly Father sees them and not as the world sees them.

Day 80

Read: 3 Nephi 11-12

Mark: 3 Nephi 11:10-11

“Look to the temple of the Lord as the great symbol of your membership…As we attend the temple, we learn more richly and deeply the purpose of life and the significance of the atoning sacrifice of the Lord Jesus Christ. Let us make the temple, with temple worship and temple covenants and temple marriage, our ultimate earthly goal and the supreme mortal experience.”

~ President Howard W. Hunter

The Nephites were gathered at the temple when the Savior visited them. How are you preparing to go to the temple?

*When I attend the temple I am usually coming from work, my mind is chaos. I start with a prayer and put on church music and think of the things I am thankful for and for the things I am about to partake in. Usually by the time I arrive I am in a peaceful mood and ready to do temple work.

Day 79

Read: 3 Nephi 9-10

Mark: 3 Nephi 9:13-15

“An atonement was made. Ever and always it offers amnesty from transgression and from death if we will but repent. Repentance is the escape clause in it all. Repentance is the key with which we can unlock the prison from inside. We hold that key within our hands… Humbly I lay claim upon the atonement of Christ. I find no shame in kneeling down in worship of our Father and His Son.”

~ President Boyd K. Packer

What can the Lord do for you when you repent?

*There are so many answers to this question...I think the most important is that He has made it so our sin is no more, like it never happened.  We are clean and whole again. This is a very tender subject for me and I don't want to go into much detail, so I will just end with I know that the atonement of Jesus Christ is real and that His sacrifice was for me and for you.  Through it I am able to return to live with my Father in Heaven again. I love the Savior and am so thankful HE did for me what I could not do for myself.

Day 78

GET BACK ON SCHEDULE

Use your reading chart to find the chapters you still need to read to be caught up through: 3 Nephi 8 or
If you’re up to date with your reading, take time to study: Helaman 13

What did Samuel the Lamanite preach to the wicked Nephites before the Savior came? What are modern prophets teaching us as we prepare for Christ’s second coming?

*Lesson prep time...what are your thoughts?

Day 77

Read: 3 Nephi 6-8

Mark: 3 Nephi 6:12-14

“I testify that no one of us is less treasured or cherished of God than another. I testify that He loves each of us—insecurities, anxieties, self-image, and all. He doesn’t measure our talents or our looks; He doesn’t measure our professions or our possessions. He cheers on every runner, calling out that the race is against sin, not against each other.”
~ Elder Jeffrey R. Holland

Why is pride “the great stumbling block of Zion”? What can help you be more humble?

*I LOVE THIS QUOTE!  I NEEDED THIS QUOTE!  I know for me when I am focused on myself and my "amazing accomplishments" I usually am not in tune with the Spirit.  I am listening to me toot my own horn, I can barely hear anything else.  I believe it is OK to be thankful for what we have achieved and for our talents, but not prideful.  It's important to realize where the talents are from and who helped us accomplish our goals. 

Day 76

Read: 3 Nephi 3-5

Mark: 3 Nephi 3:12-14; 4:10

“In providing out-of-home activities for the family, we must use care; otherwise, we could be like a father determined to provide everything for his family. He devotes every energy to that end and succeeds; only then does he discover that what they needed most, to be together as a family, has been neglected.”
~ President Boyd K. Packer

How can you help your family receive the strength that comes from being “gathered together”?

*For me it's by taking it easy and not stressing that the activity is "perfect"  We have the MOST fun and the BEST memories from playing Phase 10, or UNO.  Our family is pretty busy and we all have our own individual activities so eating together every night isn't usually an option.  We like to make the best out of the time we have.  I love sitting around the table with my parents and little brothers (when Meg & Kev are here it is even more fun) and laughing.  We have senseless stupid conversations at times, but more often than not some pretty important stuff is discussed and testimonies are shared.  It's the best because it's not planned and is very organic. I love my family and am so blessed to live so close.  I am blessed.

Day 75

Read: Helaman 16 – 3 Nephi 2

Mark: 3 Nephi 1:12-13

“Gifts of the Spirit which the Lord bestows upon those who believe and obey the gospel of Christ are called signs. That is, their receipt stands as an evidence or sign of the presence of that faith which results from believing the truth. Signs are wonders and miracles; they always and invariably are manifest to and among the faithful saints.”

~ Elder Bruce R. McConkie

Why didn’t Satan want the faithful Nephites to believe in the signs? What lies does he send today to try to keep you from believing the witness you’ve received as a result of your faith?

 

*Well if Satan can get you to believe that signs aren't real than he can get you to believe that, you aren't worthy, a good person, a child of god, or worth saving.  His ultimate goal is for us to not return to live with our Father in Heaven.  He constantly tries to make be believe I am worthless and not a daughter of God.  By reading my scriptures and going to church and by opening my mouth to a friend or family member on days when Satan is trying really hard to get me to believe him, I am able to defend myself and REMEMBER who I really am!

Day 74

Read: Helaman 13-15

Mark: Helaman 14:30-31

“Spiritual maturity is understanding that we cannot blame anybody else for our actions. Some factors may make it harder for us to perform according to God’s plan for us, but being accountable for how we use our agency means being answerable for our own behavior.”
~ Sister Elaine Cannon

In what ways do you use your agency to help you to grow?


*This is kind of a weird answer, but by making mistakes when using my agency I learn every time.  I am not saying that it's a good idea to sin and make poor choices so you can learn a lesson, but when I do make mistakes I grow.  I also grow when I make the right decisions.  When I use my agency to make tough decisions that are correct, but so dang tough, I grow.

Day 73

Read: Helaman 11-12

Mark: Helaman 12:2-3

“Afflictions can soften us and sweeten us, and can be a chastening influence. We often think of chastening as something being done to punish us… Divine chastening, however, is a form of learning as it is administered at the hands of a loving Father.”
~ Elder Neal A. Maxwell

Why do you think it is so much easier to remember the Lord when we suffer, than when everything is going well? What can you do to remember the Lord even when times are good?

*Well when I am suffering and am in pain I want it to stop and for my life to be easy and good again.  There is a saying that "There are no atheist in the trenches." Meaning when you are faced with death you start praying.  I know that when my life is going super and wonderful my prayers are not as in depth.  I am working on that.  I need to be able to have the same relationship with Heavenly Father no matter how my life is.

Day 72

Read: Helaman 8-10

Mark: Helaman 8:4, 7-9

“How we respond to the words of a living prophet when he tells us what we need to know, but would rather not hear, is a test of our faithfulness.”
~ President Ezra Taft Benson

Even though wicked men were arguing against Nephi, some righteous people knew he was a prophet and supported him. How can you sustain our living prophet?

*Well by doing not only the big things that are asked of us, but the little things.  Things we may not think are a big deal if we don't follow.  In 2001 President Hinkley asked us all women of the church to wear only one set of earrings.  If we had multiple holes and such we were asked to take them out and only wear one pair.  At the time I worked in a place where I pierced ears and sold earrings.  It was better for my work that I wear multiple pairs and have multiple piercings.  From the time I was asked to take out the extra earrings, I did.  It was a small thing and the Prophet didn't order us and say we would not be temple worthy if we kept them in, it was our choice. He just counseled us to wear one pair.  I have no idea exactly how I have been blessed by following this council.   I learned and have a testimony now that if I  can do little and simple things that don't make much sense, I will do the BIG things that are asked of me when then time comes.

Day 71

GET BACK ON SCHEDULE

Use your reading chart to find the chapters you still need to read to be caught up through: Helaman 7 or If you’re up to date with your reading, take time to study: Helaman 5

What did Helaman name his sons? Why? Whose name have you taken upon yourself? How were the Lamanites converted through their ministry?

*As usual I am all caught up so I am using this time to study and prepare my lesson for CTR 5.

Day 70

Read: Helaman 6-7

Mark: Helaman 6:3

"Every [convert] needs three things: a friend, a responsibility, and nurturing with the ‘good word of God.’ It is our duty and opportunity to provide these things.”
~ President Gordon B. Hinckley

What kind of friend are you to converts, members who are new to your ward, or the less-active? What things do you do to nourish others with the word of the Lord?

*I learned on my mission it is much easier to keep someone active than to re-activate them.  Whenever I see an investigator or learn of a new member I always introduce myself and tell them how happy I am that they are at church.  I offer to sit by them and be their friend.  I have an investigator in my CTR 5 class. Every week she misses I write a little letter to her letting her know I missed her and what the lesson was about and what the upcoming lesson is going to be.  I work nights so my schedule doesn't really accommodate a lot of fellowship, but I do what I can.  I also pray and ask that the new members/investigators and less actives will be comforted and protected.  Satan does not want people to join the church or be active so any extra help they can get is needed.

Day 69

Read: Helaman 4-5

Mark: Helaman 5:12

"We have an increasing number who have been convinced, through the Book of Mormon, that Jesus is the Christ. Now we need an increasing number who will use the Book of Mormon to become committed to Christ. We need to be convinced and committed.”

~ President Ezra Taft

What are some things you can do to build upon the sure foundation?

*It is easy to believe something and still not act upon it.  It takes conviction.  For years I lived my life knowing that the church was true and that the Book of Mormon is true, but I didn't always act like it or act upon it.  By using the atonement in my life and searching the scriptures I have been able to not only believe as I always have, but act upon those beliefs.  I don't like getting up for church.  I feel ugly in most of my clothes and it's difficult for me to go, but I have a calling.  I also know that I go to church to renew my covenants every week. Because I believe and am committed I go. I usually feel much better when I am there and enjoy myself.

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Day 68

Read: Helaman 1-3

Mark: Helaman 3:35

“If Satan can succeed in creating in us the pastime of arguing, quarreling, and contention, it is easier for him to bind us with heavier sins which can destroy our eternal lives.”
~ Elder Marvin J. Ashton

How can you avoid contention in your family and other relationships?

*This is a tough one. Growing up I always fought with my brother and sister.  I know I was the cause of a lot of contention growing up.  I don't want to be that person any longer and for the last while I have been making a conscious decision to step back when I get my feelings hurt, or if I am in a bad mood.  I also ask my Heavenly Father daily to help me be kind.  I have found that this does help.  If I am living my life in accordance with the gospel I am usually able to keep my contentious side at bay.  There are times when I am the instigator, but I am quick to apologize and correct my mistake.  I believe that it is NEVER too late to start your day over.

Day 67

Read: Alma 62-63

Mark: Alma 62:41

“These people all had basically the same experience. The war was the same length for all people; yet out of the same experience some were hardened and some were softened. What made the difference? It was what they thought of God and his Son.”
~ C. Max Caldwell

When you experience trials, do you feel your heart is hardened or softened? What can you do to improve your thoughts of Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ? How do you think this will help to soften your heart?

*There are times when I am touched and others when I have a hard heart. I have found that usually my heart is hardened when I am not living the gospel.  When I am making incorrect choices I am not allowing the Spirit to teach me or touch my heart.

Day 66

Read: Alma 60-61

Mark: Alma 60:20

“When you look in the dictionary for the most important word, do you know what it is? It could be remember …our greatest need is to remember.”
~ President Spencer W. Kimball

“Satan wants us to be slow to remember what we have received and heard. He wants us to minimize and even forget the quiet witnesses of the Spirit that have told us who we really are.”
~ Sister Susan L. Warner

What helps you to not forget the spiritual experiences you’ve had?

*Writing them down!  When I was 19 I had a very spiritual experience and I thought I would always remember how I felt and what happened, and even though I was counseled to write what had happened I did not.  I still remember the overall feeling of what happened, but I can't remember each detail like I could when it had just happened.  When I served a mission we were required to keep a journal and I am so thankful I followed that council.  I can look back at the experiences I had in Idaho and because they were written down remember them like they had just happened.  The Book of Mormon is a PERFECT example of why we should write things down.  It was so important that not only the children of the people who wrote the Book of Mormon know the history, but that we today know also.  We know that Christ visited the Americas because someone wrote about it. It takes time and I am not always the best at keeping a journal, but I have it so much easier than Moroni did.  My leather bound paper journal and pen are lighter and much easier to use than a chisel and gold. 

Day 65

Read: Alma 57-59

Mark: 57:27, 58:11-12

“He whose name this church bears has promised that He will be in our midst, lead us along, go before us, and even fight our battles. He has further counseled, ‘Be not afraid of your enemies, for I have decreed in my heart … that I will prove you in all things, whether you will abide in my covenant, even unto death, that you may be found worthy’ (D&C 98:14).”
~ Elder Neal A. Maxwell

How can the Lord help you overcome fear?

*This is a tough one for me.  I know what the answer is. We are to have Faith that we will be protected from our enemies that if we obey and follow his council we will be safe.  We are shown this time and time again in the Scriptures and also with the Saints in the early days of the Church.  I have a hard time having faith.  At times I live in fear.  I guess for me I need to step back and realize that even if bad things happen I can still find comfort knowing that if I follow the teachings of Christ I can return to live with my Father in Heaven and be with my family forever.  I need to look at the big picture. Saying this and acting are two different things, but I am becoming stronger.  I have always been taken care of even if bad things have happened there were lessons I learned.

Day 64

GET BACK ON SCHEDULE

Use your reading chart to find the chapters you still need to read to be caught up through: Alma 56 or If you’re up to date with your reading, take time to study: Alma 42

What things does Alma teach about the plan of salvation? How can God be “a perfect, just God and a merciful God also”?

* The plan of Salvation teaches us that God has a plan for us. He has rules, and if we break the rules, or sin, we can't be around Him. When he made the plan he knew we would sin, so he created a way for us to be washed clean or to be forgiven.  Christ atoned for our sins and made it possible for us to repent so that we could be clean again and be able to live with our Father in Heaven again.  Someone had to atone for our sins and Christ chose to do just that.

Day 63

Read: Alma 55-56

Mark: Alma 56:47-48

“We need more mothers who know the truth, whose children do not doubt their mothers know it.”

~ Elder Neal A. Maxwell

What important lessons have you learned from your mother?

*My mom has taught me so much.  She has taught me to be strong in the face of adversity, kind, funny, a hard worker and sticking things out even when it's hard.  My mom means the world to me.

http://www.byui.edu/presentations/transcripts/devotionals/2009_04_21_clark.htm

Day 62

Read: Alma 52-54

Mark: Alma 53:20-21

“In the spiritual battles you are waging, I see you as today’s sons of Helaman.”
~ President Ezra Taft Benson

Notice how Mormon describes these young men. How are you living so that you can be likened to the stripling warriors?

*I love the description of the Stripling Warriors.  I love how he describes them as being "true at all times in whatsoever thing they were entrusted", they were men of soberness who had been "taught the commandments of God and to walk uprightly before him" . I am trying to be like the mothers who taught them the truth.  I want to be like the mothers of  the warriors not necessarily one of them.  I go to church, pray, read my scriptures and pay my tithe.   I try everyday to be better than the day before.

Day 61

Read: Alma 50-51

Mark: Alma 50:19

“Mormon wants to teach what will be of most worth to us, and his use of the words thus and thus we see make the lessons easier to recognize and understand. Pay close attention to the ‘thus we see’ phrases in the Book of Mormon. Here Mormon wants you to understand that the Lord is keeping His word to Lehi and blessing the Nephites with prosperity when they keep the commandments.”
~ Elder Henry B. Eyring

In what ways has the Lord kept his word to you?

*I honestly don't "keep track". I do know that when I following the teachings of the Gospel my life seems to run a bit smoother. That doesn't mean my life is easier or that I don't have trials, just that I am able to better handle the trials.

Day 60

Read: Alma 47-49

Mark: Alma 48:11-13, 17

“Be true to your own convictions. You know what is right, and you know what is wrong. You know when you are doing the proper thing… We need not fear as long as we have in our lives the power that comes from righteously living by the truth.”
~ President Gordon B. Hinckley

The Lamanites did not want to go to battle against the Nephites, but they also did not want to displease the king (Alma 47:2). Have you ever been in a situation where you wanted to do the right thing, but were afraid you would displease someone? Why is it always better to do the right thing than to worry about what others might think of you?

*I lived in LA when  Prop 8 was being voted on and I had several friends who were not LDS who were gay.  I didn't want to hurt them by voting against gay marriage, but I knew it was wrong.  I ended up loosing friends and this saddened me, but the friends I was able to keep were ones who didn't agree with my decision, but understood why I felt that way.   It was a very difficult time for members of the church. People were protesting at the Temple and throwing garbage, urine and feces on the temple grounds. Bomb threats were called in and the Temple had to be closed for a couple of nights for the safety of those worshiping there.  I attended a session one night when the protesters were there and they yelled such horrible mean things.  I do know I was blessed and that I was protected while I was there.  It also taught me a valuable lesson, I was blessed because I chose to listen to my church leaders and to the Spirit even when it wasn't popular.

Day 59

Read: Alma 44-46

Mark: Alma 46:12

“The value of a country rests upon the values of its people. For the people of God, for the people who want peace, for their women and their children, there is only one way, one church and one Lord.”
~ Elder Charles Didier

Why do the wicked go to war? How are their motives different from the reasons why the righteous go to war?

*My Grandpa Carey was at Pearl Harbor when it was bombed by the Japanese.  We fought back so we would be safe, and so we would still have our freedom.  Japan wanted to dominate the US. They came over here with evil in their hearts and we fought for our country and for our freedom.  By getting involved in the war we were able to defeat the Nazi's and free millions of Jews.  We were blessed because we were trying to protect our people and free others.  Japan and Germany were defeated because they were led my men who chose to follow a darker side.  To listen to the whisperings of Satan.  I am not saying that every person who fought for the US was a "good or holy" man, but they fought for a righteous purpose.

Day 58

Read: Alma 42-43

Mark: Alma 42:14-15

“How great the wisdom and the love
 That filled the courts on high
 And sent the Savior from above
 To suffer, bleed and die!”
~ Hymn 195

How does understanding the Fall help you more fully love Jesus and appreciate what He did for us?

*Well I don't think you can fully be thankful for something unless you know about it.  The Fall needed to happen if Adam and Eve had not partaken of the forbidden fruit we wouldn't be here.  However because they partook we needed a way to get back to our Father and a way to be forgiven for our sins that we would make.  Christ loved us so much he DIED for us.  He is the ultimate example of love, service, charity and sacrifice.  He gave his life for us all.  He "picked us back up" after the Fall.  I am so thankful for the knowledge of The Plan of Salvation. I believe in Christ and know through Him I can live again.

Day 57

GET BACK ON SCHEDULE

Use your reading chart to find the chapters you still need to read to be caught up through:  Alma 41 or If you’re up to date with your reading, take time to study: Alma 32

To what does Alma liken the seed? Why is faith important for the seed to grow? How can you know if it is a good seed

*Per the usual I am working on my Primary lesson.  It's all bout being reverent...I am sure I will learn more than I teach.

Day 56

Read: Alma 39-41

Mark: Alma 41:10

“You cannot do wrong and feel right. It is impossible.”
President Ezra Taft Benson

Alma uses four chapters (39-42) to counsel his son Corianton to repent. How important is it to you to follow the counsel of your parents and other righteous priesthood leaders? Read Alma 36:20. During the time Alma was racked with torment for his sins whose words did he remember that caused him to cry out for forgiveness

*I have amazing parents who council me all the time. I was taught the gospel and how to live it.  I am sad to say I didn't always follow the example they set for me.  However they were ready and waiting with open arms when I did decide to "return to the fold".  As Alma did when he was racked with torment I too thought of my parents and their words when I wanted to come back.

Day 55

Read: Alma 37-38

Mark: Alma 37:35-37

“I have little or no fear for the young man or the young woman, who honestly and conscientiously supplicate God twice a day for the guidance of His Spirit. I am sure that when the temptation comes they will have strength to overcome it by the inspiration that shall be given to them. Supplicating the Lord for the guidance of His Spirit places around us a safeguard, and if we….honestly seek the guidance of the Spirit of the Lord, I can assure you that we will receive it.”
~ President Heber J. Grant



What are some things you talk to the Lord about?  How does He direct you for good?

*This past week has been a tough one.  I wasn't able to go to church and I have had a couple of friends die. My reading has not been what it should be and I haven't really had my heart into it.  To top it all off I haven't been praying like I normally do. I am the smartest person alive right?!  I can tell a difference in my behavior and my feelings.  The spirit isn't with me like it usually is. I have to try so much harder to get answers and to prayer and it is so dang hard to be king to everyone.  I love the quote above and know (even without having this past week) that if I am praying daily I will be stronger and have the guidance I desperately need.

Day 54

Read: Alma 34-36

Mark: Alma 34:32-33

“The thought of intentionally committing serious sin now and repenting later is perilously wrong. Never do that. Many start that journey of intentional transgression and never make it back. Premeditated sin has greater penalties and is harder to overcome. If there is sin, repent now—while you can.”
~ Elder Richard G. Scott



What does Satan do to try to keep you from repenting? How many reasons can you think of for why it’s important to repent now?

*Satan doesn't want you to be happy, forgiven or a follower of Christ. If he can stop you from doing that he has won...for a moment.  Satan wants us to feel unworthy and wicked. His greatest tools are despair, and depression.  The sooner you repent the sooner you are able to be forgiven and to feel whole again.  There are so many reasons, but the one that always rings in my mind is that I won't be able to repent when I am dead.  I don't want to get in some random car accident and have this huge thing hanging over my head...NO SIR.

Day 53

Read: Alma 32-33

Mark: Alma 32:21

“Of all our needs, I think the greatest is an increase of faith”
~ President Gordon B. Hinckley

How often do you exercise faith? What difference can “a particle of faith” make in our actions? (see Matthew 17:20)

*I have mixed feelings about faith.  I know it's important, I believe in it, I am just not strong enough to exercise it sometimes.  Lately I have been trying to have more faith in God and less in myself.  I am still alive and nothing horrible has happened yet...

Day 52

Read: Alma 30-31

Mark: Alma 30:37-39

“Korihor’s arguments sound very contemporary to the modern reader, but Alma used a timeless and ultimately undeniable weapon in response—the power of a personal testimony.”
~ Elder Jeffrey R. Holland

How did Alma respond to Korihor’s claim that there is no God?


*He bore his testimony.  There are so many times when I have been "bashed" by people and when I bare my testimony it ends the conversation.  My testimony is what I know to be true, what I believe.  They may feel it is incorrect, but I know it to be true.  The Spirit comes when a pure testimony is borne.

Day 51

Read: Alma 27-29

Mark: Alma 27:27

True converts are those who “listen to the teachings and testimonies of missionaries and change their lives, leaving the past behind them, and moving forward into a new life.”
~ President Hinckley

What is zeal? What difference does it make to have “zeal towards God”?

*: Eeagerness and ardent interest in pursuit of something is the definition of  zeal. I have always thought as zeal as a bad thing IE:zealot, but to have zeal in the gospel is a wonderful thing.  I have zeal with the scriptures. I want to know everything there is to know about them.

Day 50

GET BACK ON SCHEDULE

Use your reading chart to find the chapters you still need to read to be caught up through: Alma 26 or If  you’re up to date with your reading, take time to study: Alma 17.

What are the things that made the sons of Mosiah successful missionaries? What is your duty in sharing the gospel now and preparing for future full-time missionary service?

*As usual I am using this time to prepare for my primary lesson. Anyone like to take a stab at the questions above?

Day 49

Read: Alma 24-26

Mark: Alma 26:11-12

“As children of God we are somebody. He will build us, mold us, and magnify us if we will but hold our heads up, our arms out, and walk with him. What a great blessing to be created in his image and know of our true potential in and through him! What a great blessing to know that in his strength we can do all things!”
~ Elder Marvin J. Ashton

What do you think some of the “mighty miracles” may be that the Lord will work through you?

*Well when I served my mission I was able to teach many people who were baptized.  I know I was not the reason, but the voice.  I can't really take credit.  I was doing what Heavenly Father wanted me to.  In the future I have no idea what plans he has for me, I just plan on being ready, willing, and worthy to do what work he has for me.

Day 48

Read: Alma 21-23

Mark: Alma 22:15-18

“No part of walking by faith is more difficult than walking the road of repentance. However, with ‘faith unto repentance,’ we can push roadblocks out of the way, moving forward to beg God for mercy… One simply surrenders, caring only about what God thinks, not what ‘they’ think… Giving away all our sins is the only way we can come to know God.”

~ Elder Neal A. Maxwell

What are you willing to give to know Him?

*I was thinking about this as I was driving home from work the other day.  I have already given up friends who don't uplift me and help me grow closer to Christ, but I wonder if I am willing to die for my beliefs.  I like to think that I would. I know without my testimony and relationship with Christ I am not whole. 

Day 47

Read: Alma 19-20

Mark: Alma 20:17

“Anger is not an expression of strength. It is an indication of one’s inability to control his thoughts, words, his emotions… When the weakness of anger takes over, the strength of reason leaves.”
~ President Gordon B. Hinckley

When is it most difficult to control your anger? Why is it important to stay in control of your thoughts, words, and actions?

*I am very quick to anger...I am a reactor.  It is not my most beautiful quality. I don't usually explode or go off on a tirade, I stuff it inside.  Either way it's a bad thing.  On the other hand I cool off very quickly and am fast to forgive and ask for forgiveness.  I am trying to keep my anger in check with my family lately.  I don't want to say something that would hurt someone I love and am going to be with for eternity.  I also look so stupid when I am throwing an anger fit.  It really doesn't help any situation only making it worse.  If I have a personal or professional issue that makes me upset or angry I usually try and cool off and try to look at both sides of the story. Then if a discussion is still warranted I am able to do so in a kind and peaceful manner and not a confrontational one.

Day 46

Read: Alma 17-18

Mark: Alma 17:2-3

“Fasting can help us overcome personal flaws and sins. It can help us overcome our weaknesses—help them become strengths. Fasting can help us become more humble, less prideful, less selfish, and more concerned about the needs of others. It can help us see more clearly our own mistakes and weaknesses and help us be less prone to criticize others…Throughout the scriptures the term fasting is usually combined with prayer… Fasting without prayer is just going hungry for 24 hours. But fasting combined with prayer brings increased spiritual power.”
~ Elder Carl B. Pratt

What experiences have you had with fasting?

*My most recent experience it one that means a great deal to me.  It's not super private or spiritual, but I wanted to be able to use the talents the Lord has given me by singing.  I was given a blessing years ago that told me I needed to use my gift or I would loose it. There were other promises given in regards to my voice and the testimony I share when I sing.  So I felt a great need to ask Heavenly Father to give me opportunities to sing.  With in the week two separate people called and asked me to sing for stake functions.  I was privileged to be involved in "Remember the Journey" songs that correlate with the youth trek and "Vessel of Light" for the Stake Relief Society program.  I was blessed to work with such wonderful women, and to sing such amazing and powerful songs. 

Day 45

Read: Alma 14-16

Mark: Alma 14:10-11

“The right question to ask is not why good people have trials, but how shall good people respond when they are tried?”
~ Elder Marion D. Hanks

“Suffering can make saints of people as they learn patience, long suffering and self-mastery. The sufferings of our Savior were part of his education.”
~ President Spencer W. Kimball

How do you respond to adversity?

*I am sad to say I don't do really well.  I am getting better...I am learning to use the tools I have always had, prayer, scripture study, faith...the basics.  I am doing a bit better than I usually have lately.  Things are looking up.

Day 44

Read: Alma 12-13

Mark: Alma 13:2-4

“God has saved for the final inning some of His strongest and most valiant children…Make no mistake about it – you are a marked generation. There has never been more expected of the faithful in such a short period of time than there is of us…The final outcome is certain – the forces of righteousness will finally win. But what remains to be seen is where each of us personally, now and in the future, will stand in this battle – and how tall we will stand. Will we be true to…our foreordained mission?
~ President Ezra Taft Benson

To what callings do you think you’ve been foreordained?

*I believe I am to use my voice to help others become closer to Christ.  There is a spirit that comes when music is played and when testimonies are borne through song or chord.  A very unique and powerful spirit. I am thankful I was blessed with my voice. I only hope that I am able to convey my feelings I have for the Savior when I sing.

Day 43

GET BACK ON SCHEDULE

Use your reading chart to find the chapters you still need to read to be caught up through: Alma 11 or If you’re up to date with your reading, take time to study: Alma 5.

What are some of the questions Alma asks in order to ponder the process of becoming converted or reborn?

*I am caught up so I am again working on my lesson for Primary.

Day 42

Read: Alma 10-11

Mark: Alma 11:42-44

“What a comfort to know that all who have been disadvantaged in life from birth defects, from mortal injuries, from disease, or from the natural deterioration of old age will be resurrected in ‘proper and perfect frame.’”
~ Elder Dallin H. Oaks

How does it bring you hope knowing that because of Christ we will all live again?

*I am so thankful for this blessing!  I have lost (from this mortal world) friends, and family. Young and old. I am so excited to see them again. I am so excited to see my grandmother running and dancing and playing basketball like she did when she was a child.  Thankful really doesn't seem like a strong enough word for the feelings I have about this, but that's what I feel. I don't know how I would have coped with the loss of my friends April and Jonathan if I didn't have the knowledge that I will see them again!  Because of Christ I will hug and laugh and play with those that have gone before me.

Day 41

Read: Alma 7-9

Mark: Alma 7:11-12

“To succor means to ‘run to.’ I testify that in my fears and in my infirmities the Savior has surely run to me. I will never be able to thank Him enough for such personal kindness and such loving care.”
~ Elder Jeffrey R. Holland

Why is it helpful to remember that the Savior knows what it’s like to have your problems?

*So often I feel that I am the only one to have ever felt exactly what I am feeling, the loneliness, fear and failure that so often creeps into my life.  Knowing that Christ felt exactly what I have felt gives me a sense of comfort.  I am not alone.  He knows me better than I know myself. 

Day 40

Read: Alma 5-6

Mark: Alma 5:14, 26

“The Lord works from the inside out. The world works from the outside in. The world would take people out of the slums. Christ takes the slums out of people, and then they take themselves out of the slums. The world would mold men by changing their environment. Christ changes men, who then change their environment. The world would shape human behavior, but Christ can change human nature.”

~ President Ezra Taft Benson

What would someone see in your countenance?

*I hope someone would see a loving, kind, caring, Christ like person.  I know that is not always the case. I can be shut off and cruel at times.  LOVE this quite by the way!

Day 39

Read: Alma 2-4

Mark: Alma 2:18, 28

“Safety can’t be won by tanks and guns and airplanes and atomic bombs. There is only one place of safety and that is in the realm of the Almighty God that he gives to those who keep his commandments and listen to his voice.”

~ President Harold B. Lee

Why were the Nephites strengthened by the Lord? How can we receive the Lord’s help in the challenges we face?

*The Nephites were strengthened and protected because they were faithful, they prayed, and were worthy of the blessings Heavenly Father gave them.  If I am doing all that I can to be righteous and living the gospel then the Lord is bound.  He may not give me a million dollars, but he will give me the blessings I need.  If it be His will for me to be protected, I will be.  there was a terrible storm last week and I had to go to the basement with Sonny.  I prayed for my house, my car, my parents house and for my safety and Sonny's safety.  I prayed for my family that they would be safe and comforted. I was blessed and protected.  I only lost a couple of windows to the storm, but my house stood firm and I was protected.  I had faith that I would be OK, and that if something went terribly wrong, I would be able to fix it.

Day 38

Read: Mosiah 29 – Alma 1

Mark: Alma 1:6, 16

“The Nephite prophets repeatedly identified the wearing of costly clothing with apostasy and failure to live by gospel standards.”

~ Elder Bruce R. McConkie

What might your way of dressing say about you?

*I don't think there is a problem with wanting to dress nice, or to wear nice expensive clothes, shoes and handbags.  I believe the problem  starts when we love those things more than we love the Lord.  I love shoes and bags, but I am not going to buy an expensive pair of shoes instead of paying my tithing or helping others.  There have been many times in my life where I have had to choose between an amazing bag and helping a friend or family member. When I choose to help someone, I am usually given the opportunity to get the bag or whatever item I want also. 

Day 37

 Read: Mosiah 26-28

Mark: 26:29-30

“You always need to confess your sins to the Lord. If they are serious transgressions, such as immorality, they need to be confessed to a bishop or stake president. Please understand that confession is not repentance. It is an essential step, but is not of itself adequate. Partial confession by mentioning lesser mistakes will not help you resolve a more serious, undisclosed transgression. Essential to forgiveness is a willingness to fully disclose to the Lord and, where necessary, His priesthood judge all that you have done.”
~ Elder Richard G. Scott

Why is confession an essential part of repentance?

*I believe there are a few reasons why we need to confess to a priesthood holder.  One, if the sins are grievous enough a person could be excommunicated and the priesthood is an important part of that.  The bishop or stake president acts in behalf of the Lord. The bishop is not judging you he is the mouthpiece for the Lord at that particular time. When we sin so serious as to need to be excommunicated it is better that are excommunicated than to continue sinning while having the Holy Ghost.  If you are not willing to stop the behavior it is better that you don't have the Holy Ghost.  Another reason I believe we need to confess to the bishop is that when I have made horrible mistakes and sinned I am much harder on myself than the Lord is.  I believe that I should be taken out to the street and publicly humiliated and stoned.  That is not the Lord's way, He wants you to repent, but shame is not of God it is of Satan.  Sorrow is Godly. There is a difference.

Day 36

GET BACK ON SCHEDULE

Use your reading chart to find the chapters you still need to read to be caught up through: Mosiah 25 or If you’re up to date with your reading, take time to study: Mosiah 14-15

Abinadi quoted Isaiah to testify of the Savior. What did Isaiah teach about Christ? What can you learn about the Savior from Abinadi’s testimony?

*I am all caught up so I am going to again use this study day to work on my lesson for primary.  You tell me what the answers to the question above are.

Day 35

Read: Mosiah 24-25

Mark: Mosiah 24:14-15

“We should seek to be happy and cheerful and not allow Satan to overcome us with discouragement, despair, or depression.”
~ Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin

“The Lord…loves us…, comforts and strengthens us, and enables us to bear our afflictions with patience and fortitude.”
~ Elder George Q. Cannon

How can we submit more cheerfully to the will of the Lord?

*This is a difficult one for me...I have a hard time putting a smile on my face when I am getting kicked in the teeth.  I am sure I would be much happier if I could or would just let go, but it's a struggle for me. I know it's a lesson I am going to have to keep having until I learn how to do it.

Day 34

Read: Mosiah 21-23

Mark: Mosiah 23:21-22

“Life is full of difficulties, some minor and others of a more serious nature. There seems to be an unending supply of challenges for one and all. Our problem is that we often expect instantaneous solutions to such challenges, forgetting that frequently the heavenly virtue of patience is required.”
~ President Thomas S. Monson

When is it most difficult for you to be patient? Why is patience important?

*It is always difficult for me to be patient.  I want everything so bad, and I want it now.  I have had to learn that I don't always get what I want whether it be worldly or spiritually. I have always gotten what I needed. My mom has a saying "Pray for strength never patience." Most times I have prayed for patience, I have been given an opportunity to gain patience and it's not the funnest.  I am in the future going to be a mother and I think it is so important to be kind, gentle and have patience with your children.  I am learning or trying to learn patience now, so I have a step ahead when I am a mom.

Day 33

Read: Mosiah 18-20

Mark: 18:8-10

“We show by our behavior what we believe. Surely we are standing as witnesses of God when we sustain his living prophets, especially when we know what it means to sustain. We will abide by the direction and counsel of the prophets. We indeed become witnesses when we make this solemn covenant.”
~ Sister Janette Hales Beckham

What commitments are part of our baptismal covenant? In what ways do you try to keep those commitments?

*When we are baptized we covenant with God to keep the commandments, stand as a witness, and we take upon ourselves the name of Jesus Christ.  As a Christian I try to live my life in a manner that pleases Heavenly Father. I try to keep the commandments and sometimes it's hard, but when I do wrong I am able to be forgiven and I am able to be just as clean as when I was first baptized.

Day 32

Read: Mosiah 15-17

Mark: Mosiah 17:11-12

“You don’t need to compromise your standards to be accepted by good friends. The more obedient you are…the more the Lord can help you overcome temptation. You can also help others because they will feel your strength. Let them know about your standards by consistently living them…No one intends to make serious mistakes. They come when you compromise your standards to be more accepted by others. You be the strong one. You be the leader. Choose good friends and resist peer pressure together.”
~ Elder Richard G. Scott

Why did King Noah not resist the pressure from the evil priests? What helps you to resist peer pressure?

*King Noah reminds me of Pilot a bit.  Both of the men had second thoughts about killing the men before them, but both of them listened to the crowds, and priests.  They both were not good men, but they saw who they were condemning to die and they chose to allow it anyway.  I am going to leave the second question to be answered by the readers.

Day 31

Read: Mosiah 12-14

Mark: Mosiah 13:15

“When I was a little boy… I came home from school one day, threw my books on the table, and took the name of the Lord in vain in expressing my relief that school was out for the day. My mother heard me. She was shocked. She took me by the hand and led me to the bathroom…then proceeded to wash my mouth out with that terrible soap…and then said, ‘Don’t let me ever hear such words from your lips again.’ The taste was terrible. The reprimand was worse. I have never forgotten it, and I hope that I have never used the Lord’s name in vain since that time.”
~ President Gordon B. Hinckley

How can we keep the Lord’s name sacred?

*When I was in elementary school I wanted to "be cool" like all the other kids at school. I decided to use the Lord's name in vain several times in one sentence.  I was quickly put into place by the person next to me who said,  "Please don't talk like that.  My parents told me it's not right to use God's name like that and I don't like hearing it." Those may not have been the exact words she used, it was more that 25 years ago, but I remember the feeling I had after she asked me to stop.  It was shame and guilt.  To this day I am still embarrassed in fact I have never shared this story before. I was the only LDS person in my school other than my brother and I knew better than to take God's name in vain.  I knew at that young age I was an example and people were watching me.  I haven't spoken like that since and never will again. 

Day 30

Read: Mosiah 9-11

Mark: Mosiah 9:17, 10:10-11

“The enabling and strengthening aspect of the Atonement helps us to see and to do and to become good in ways that we could never recognize or accomplish with our limited mortal capacity. I testify and witness that the enabling power of the Savior’s Atonement is real.”
~ Elder David A. Bednar

In what ways do we depend on our own strength? How can we more fully receive the strength of the Lord?

*In most ways I depend on my own strength to "pull me through this challenge" or to "deal with it"  I usually fight against what I want and feel and what God wants for me until I am humbled by an experience or the pain is so great I can't go on.  Only after that do I surrender and let Heavenly Father take over.  Usually after I surrender the situation is solved, or I feel peace, or I know what I am do do.  It is so frustrating that I constantly do this to myself.  If I would let go in the first place I would have the fullness of the Lord's strength and my trial would not have to be so hard. I don't know why I do it, I am trying to have more faith and to let go. There are times in a day when I have to surrender several times.  Reading my scriptures every day is helping with having more faith.